Failure Again

Ahhh lagi lagi gw gagal
Hari ini, hari Selasa, guru gw ngadain seleksi olim dadakan
Gw sih udah belajar malemnya, seleksi ini buat ngambil 6 orang dari 7 orang
Pas di umumin malemnya ternyata orang ke 7 itu GW.. shit
Gw langsung down sama sedih, ini kegagalan paling sakit yg gw alamin
mungkin gw emang belum pantes di banding mereka
Gw ngecewain orang tua gw, maaf
ntah sampe kapan gw bisa balik semangat, semoga itu ga lama..

"Cowok sakit karena cewek itu wajar, tapi kalo cowok yang buat cewek sakit itu namanya bukan cowok beneran."

qwertyuiop

And again the painful occur
that you give
as I didin't mean for you
for several times
I can't do anything else
I may have failed
but I have loved you
I would still stand to see your smile
Not like this
I know you don't think about me
and the true fellings...

- - - - -

Thanks for all that you gave to me
be happiness or sadness
I will not ask more than this
You don't care about me
I don't belong here like this
'Cause this time I'm right to stand up 
without HURT in my heart
far away from this life...

hmm..

Waiting for someone who's gone


#To be continued, hhe

New Year

hahh, tahun baru ini semua pada beda
kelas baru, temen baru, situasi baru..
semua serba membingungkan, zzz
tmen baru gw terlalu rajin belajar, bikin bosen
satu2nya temen yg bisa ngertiin gw itu ya mas Alan...
yahh walaupun sama2 bingung tapi gpp lah, jalani apa yg ada..


#Semoga gw bisa beradaptasi terus temen2 nya makin seru..